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2nd place. again. it's a good thing. we ripped. we did everything to get our point across. a number of ppl understood. including the cookies i think. eh. i want to say more but i don't want to come off like i'm repping the entire group. so i'm just going to stop.

The weekend overall was a lot of fun. i was delirious a good amt of the time. trying to catch up on sleep. had a beer. lots of laughs. good bonding time with the cuzin. great bonding time overall with the company. as of right now, this was my last body rock. i know i said that last year, but my schedule next year will very likely not allow me to dance with the company. apparently, i'm not the only one not returning next year. school seems to be the primary reason for not returning and i totally support that, but i can definitely say for myself that i will be having withdrawals.

My dog is crazy. i rush home from san diego to take care of my dog. the house was a mess. she got passed the pocket door and went all tasmanian devil on the living room. she ate a small tub of trader joe's mini peanut butter cups. that had me scared. but she had three bathroom breaks of explosive diarrhea. my poor baby. she'll be fine.

Recital this friday. i'm guessing it'll be the last time i'll dance til intensive. i don't think i can do the sac show on july 11 because my fam has tickets to wicked. i don't think i can get out of watching the show to perform. oh well. nah. this sucks. wicked will be around til september. we'll see what i can do. i really wanna see wicked but i really want to perform. we'll see.

Goals for the summer: finish eclipse and breaking dawn, maybe reread harry potter and the half-blood prince before the movie, watch all the summer blockbusters, choreograph a few pieces for pasa, complete a draft of paper 1 of my thesis, make as much money as i can at work, start my internship near the end of summer break, keep gaining weight, pull off a decent birthday celebration for myself.

I love dance. i love the company, my family, my friends, my crazy dog, good books, movies, and time. time well spent with my loved ones. if you're reading this; you are one of my loved ones. and so i say- i love you.